The one

the one i loved and has cared for me since i was young until i was 13

has gone on 20 / 4 / 2010 , Tuesday , 10. 50 pm

at Malacca. she was killed by a sudden heart attack and stroke

she was suffering during the way to the hospital yesterday night.

when she arrived at the hospital, she was resting and everything seems okay

So then somehow everyone left the room because the nurse need to so stg

then my cousin saw my grandma sitting up on the bed when she had stroke

after everyone rushed to the room, her body was like turn opposite from the bed

everyone was shocked the doctor taught she was okay

and then The Lord came and took her away out of sudden...

well, when its time its time...

Its just her lucky day yesterday to be with the Lord.

We visited her today , she looks comfortable with God .

Lord, please be with us every step of the way...

little too late~

i'm sorry if i'd ever hurt you

i'm sorry if i had made you cry

i'm sorry that i ignored you for quite someday

i'm sorry if i'd ever missed you

I din't want to tell you this.....

Because i'm afraid that it would hurt you

I'm sorry for what i did

But i have no choice

You made me do this....

I'm sorry if i'd ever ever cheated on you and your feelings......

Truly sorry

And if it can make you fell better then.... we could be friends again

lost.....

Right this moment,

this fragile feeling makes me felt as if my heart could shatter any moment.

take me away..

i was waiting along for you all this time,

how could i not look into your eyes,

and there you are,

standing right before me..

smile =)

How can one smile such sweet smiles,
When one is so saddened by sorrows for miles,
How can I smile the same smiles,
When life brings me nothing but tears,

I wondered for so long,
What reason you had to smile that long,
To keep smiling though troubles come,
And still remain sweet and silently overcome,

It's such a mystery to me,
Your smiles from heaven with glee,
I adore and yet envy thee,
But I'd rather you smile those at me,

I feel happy when I see you smile,...

=*(

kisses don't last forever but diamonds do

hugs don't last forever but presents do

of those things u gave me does not last forever,

why not just be friends instead?

I'm sorry i could be a little selfish when i comes to you

i'd wish you were ther to wipe my tears away

i kept my heart empty for you to fill

i kelp me alive just to see you

But why can't you do the same to me?

instead you broke my heart and step on it

ITS IN PAIN!

why you weren't there when i needed you..?

why where you always not there when i needed

where were you when i always missed you?

why do you have to make my heart pain?

why must you ignore me...?

am i bothering? or am i disappeared in your heart?

why won't you fill my heart up

with your worries instead?

another smiley... =)

I want to hold your hands & walk a mile

Don’t want to miss you even, a while

My life is so beautiful cuz

Dear, its you….MY HOPE

Hug me for my worries to die

My tears to dry

And my loneliness to fly

It hurts me to know

How I sometimes can be littlie selfish

When it comes to you

I’m getting sentimental over you!

For god sake explain me why all these.

I miss you every moment of the day

I keep me awake just to listen you,

I keep me empty for you to fill,

I keep me alive just to see you.

My mornings miss you

My evening seeks you

Where were you all these years

Y u weren’t there to wipe my tears

Fear of future is worse than pain in the past

Still I bother the least, coz you are there

Even seconds are too long to miss you

I want to hold your hands and walk a mile

Don’t want to miss you, even a while...

=)

=)

We sometimes get so busy,

That we may not make a fuss

About the ones we care for

And who mean so much to us….

BUT

You can be sure you’re thought about

And loved a whole lot too

Because there could never be…

Anyone more dear than you……………