once again

Yesterday i met Pn. Fairus and then she told me that my english paper 1, even 1 nuraini can beat me. My heart shrunk immediately... i cried deep deep way deep... in my heart and somehow on the way back home, i felt something that makes me happier, =) Geo paper was... hmm freaking easy lah piece of cake..........OMG IT WAS S0 FREAKING HARD,..... i almost cried.. literally i regret for not studyin geo last minute TT.... AND i remind him again not to lie to me and also tell me the truth before i really find out... that's all gotta study my history or else i'm gonna die =*(

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Step me, Kill me,

Burn me, Shower me,

Fill me, Empty me,

I'm Still Me

=D

my mind sot sot jor~

CAUSETHESPACESBETWEENMYFINGERSARERIGHTWHEREYOURSFITPERFECTLY

WHAT ON EARTH AM I THINKING??!?!???!

my mind or somehow my brain thinks plenty of stuffs like.......

- Is Darren mad at me?

- Am I able to get A in B.M?

- Can I stay in 1 Aktif?

- Am I invisible?

- Can I pass St.John exam this Saturday?

- Can I go out on Friday morning?

GOSH THIS THINGS ARE KEPT IN MY BRAIN LIKE FOREVER .......

HELP ME!!! T.T AHH!! SO FRUSTRATED LARH

Tuning to : Your love is my drug - Katy Perry ....

=)

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INVISIBLE

Am I that annoying? or am i that mean or am i that invisible to all of you...... my buddies, my friends, my teachers that used to care, love any took care of me last time..... my sister that used to teach me stuff i don;t know and friends that used to make me laugh, happy, exhausted after 1 hour of laughing at the same topic, ..... GAHH i just missed old times i wished i won;t have to go to high school and stayed primary 6 forever.... i will always remember the ways my friends loved me, cared me, and even bullied me last time (which i kinda liked it) I promise this to myself

1) will always remember 6 Dahlia and all the teachers

2) i will get on my life no matter what

3) promise to myself to get great results and continue to pray to God

4) LOVE MYSELF

5) BE MYSELF.....

(p.s. : to all readers please be yourself and you'll be happy of what turns out... trust me you will)

=)

The one

the one i loved and has cared for me since i was young until i was 13

has gone on 20 / 4 / 2010 , Tuesday , 10. 50 pm

at Malacca. she was killed by a sudden heart attack and stroke

she was suffering during the way to the hospital yesterday night.

when she arrived at the hospital, she was resting and everything seems okay

So then somehow everyone left the room because the nurse need to so stg

then my cousin saw my grandma sitting up on the bed when she had stroke

after everyone rushed to the room, her body was like turn opposite from the bed

everyone was shocked the doctor taught she was okay

and then The Lord came and took her away out of sudden...

well, when its time its time...

Its just her lucky day yesterday to be with the Lord.

We visited her today , she looks comfortable with God .

Lord, please be with us every step of the way...

little too late~

i'm sorry if i'd ever hurt you

i'm sorry if i had made you cry

i'm sorry that i ignored you for quite someday

i'm sorry if i'd ever missed you

I din't want to tell you this.....

Because i'm afraid that it would hurt you

I'm sorry for what i did

But i have no choice

You made me do this....

I'm sorry if i'd ever ever cheated on you and your feelings......

Truly sorry

And if it can make you fell better then.... we could be friends again

lost.....

Right this moment,

this fragile feeling makes me felt as if my heart could shatter any moment.

take me away..

i was waiting along for you all this time,

how could i not look into your eyes,

and there you are,

standing right before me..